EVE General Discussion

No, you're right, you're right. My pride is seriously aching, every single day I willfully log into this internet spaceship game.

I see that [GEWNS] tag, mocking me. Staring at me. Daring me to stand up, to fight for myself, to throw off the shackles of The Glorious Mittani and go out into that internet universe and finally make something of myself. To rid myself of this shame, I need only quit my corp, to fly out of Deklein and never look back.

But I know I won't. I'm too comfortable, to dependent on my mother, The Machine. The Machine that buys my Mercoxit ore, The Machine that vends out refundable ships. I know everyone hates me, hates us, and every time I dock up when a neutral enters local, I have to bite back the tears.

I see them out there in Empire, flying their missions and mining their Veldspar. Why can't I be like them? Why can't I join their tiny pubbie corps and fly their tiny pubbie missions and fight their tiny pubbie wars? Why am I cursed to be what I am, to be a Bee?

I don't hide my corp precisely because of my shame. I want the rest of you to see me. To learn from me. To understand just how bad, how shameful, how low you can sink. We all can. There is no turning around for me, for any of us goons.

Do not hate us, pity us.