Intergalactic Summit

I had cared too little, and between approaches at times, far too long. I reached the pinnacle of what I felt thought and analysis could provide New Eden as a Researcher for Chemal Tech. Their protocal was not in the ideology of defensive capabilities, politically of course, this was assumed by many of citizens. Though in retrospect it was the leading decision to walk away. The technical expertise and fundamental purposes were inevitably lost on the political landscape that greased the shareholders at the Center of Advanced Studies. My passion for analysis has never left me; it was just clear the object of their desires had little to do with protecting citizens and more to do with protecting strategic interests.

I worked alongside many wise and intelligent members. My heart and mind just became suspicious of the the stamp I would contribute. As treasured as I find a lifetime to begin and end clearly with out an extension of manipulation for my entire life as a citizen, I came to realize I had cared too little because I was left so mentally exhausted from putting the ideology of the whole above myself. And if I am being frank about my position, it was equally out of selfish and selfless reasons I made the choice to take my 20yrs of savings toward my retirement and decided to become a capsuleer.

I would not describe my initial experience being cloned to be considered anything close to self-awareness, or for that matter as I look back on the moment, as gratifying as I hoped. Overall, through the years it has founded a new vigor towards the idea of truly exploring the corners of this expanse. Spiritually, it has opened me up to not a citizen of regional culture, but to the opportunity to propel an individual journey that I can cultivate beyond the confines of what our mind once could not bend.

Of course, upon each transformation, when the end is just seconds away from returning to a new clone, it is the last sight and gasp of air my dreams seem to drone endlessly on about. I have always kept my new body physically healthy and the limitations with that are as just a chore as the competition I have embraced in my lucid dreaming. It is one of the most thankless attitudes one can endure; you vs you. The first few experiences left me full of depression or failure and the headaches were too intense to even explain. In time, because that is all you have as a capsuleer, you begin to mentally sip the wisdom it can truly bring.

The truth of the physical reality we might see washes away and what is left is a state of conscious being. If being a capsuleer has any benefit it is in the attitude you carry. You recognize that where once you lived with the limitation of a lifespan you now live as a constant in service for the universe. It's intrinsic possibliities, erroneous inferiority, and boundless of the horror and beauty nature provides in our environment and the cosmos at large. It surely is not meant for all. No one can deny the vitality and future it gives to someone who grasps at their own spirituality and can sigh knowing the fearful idea of one day losing the luxury of everything your memory and skills have afforded you.

We're just shy of what our universe takes for granted and that is awe-inspiring to be apart of!

I do not require the need to join any 'force' besides the mutual good of industrial production. Humanity, capsuleer or citizen, requires a self-motivation. You may analyze my passages and stories, but I challenge you to have the humility to analyze your own. Self-discovery and peace is what I have found; I don't need a faction or any 'force' to confirm the passions I pursue. Be it better or worse, agree or disagree, this was a statement of my path. It's not left up to manipulate or argue over. What the Federation has spawned in you is not my concern; I left my past where it belongs. I represent and associate recreationally by choice and have no interest in strategizing, analyzing, or marching under the banner of a drum that sounds the same yet has a stamp of redemption and vengence associated to the cause.

I'm a neutral idealist who chooses to spend my analyzing and strategy on humanities gifts and the stories that have enriched my life. The only force I mindfully recognize is compassion.

I am just a soldier, doing my job, Mr. Neus, there is literally nothing to discover in me.
I fight to protect our citizens and assets from federal occupants.

I am not really interested in humanities and I talk about them only because others are interested in them.
For example, if you are interested in being humane, you should study and understand all atrocities against humanity that gallenteans have committed in the name of their criminal Federation.

Criminal?! You Caldari are all the same. Need I remind you what happened in the Luminaire system? Many capsuleers worked to bring the Shiigeru down, even Caldari defectors, because they know how awful the State is. We Gallente are not the criminals here, because we never deployed a titan to one of YOUR worlds.

We just wanted to live in peace, but you Caldari shattered even THAT!

Miss Kim, if I ever find you in space...you're finished. And then I will hunt down any clone you get transferred to.

You'd think she was Minmatar with how tough she speaks...Oyyyy...

It was OUR titan in orbit of OUR planet.
YOUR forces attacked it, but the crime is not in a treacherous attack, that could be just a military operation, but it wasn't.
Gallentean scum first attacked cities on the planet, luring the titan on the lower orbit, and then attacked it, knowing that the titan and remains of capital fleet will surely enter atmosphere from such height, to rain down on OUR planet and all the civilians down below. This sort of attack was targeted on the planet and civilians, thus it is a war crime.
Gallenteans must put under tribunal and those, who staged this operation, must be executed.


When you want to live in peace,
you don't attack other peoples home planets
you don't bomb from the orbit other peoples home planets
you don't force others into managing their business by your inefficient standards
you don't ram your nyxes into civilian stations
you don't start hatred propaganda and try to "Exterminate all Caldari" on Caldari homeworld
you don't deface historical and religious relics of other peoples home planets
you don't send your troopers to capture other peoples' home planet for second time
you don't attack other peoples ship in orbit of their home planets

But YOU, gallenteans, did ALL of that. Don't you dare to tell me you wanted to live in PEACE after all that. This is just so wrong and hypocritic, that even the simplest of listeners would cringe hearing this.


Go ahead, try it.

All enemies of the State WILL DIE!

A horror, to drag something back onto it's original topic.

You're close, Pilot Neus... close enough to nearly grasp it.

Yet, take care of what you would find in your hand.

Service to the universe is still service; eternal, unchanging, one's feet on their proper path and their voice at the proper pitch in the chorus which is the Lord's creation.

Keep thinking on those lines, and perhaps your Federation friends may think you have forsaken your freedom. ;)