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To kill that little gallentean inside you

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Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#1 - 2013-09-08 14:20:51 UTC
Hello. I am Wing Cmdr. Diana Kim, Caldari soldier and philosopher. Most probably you know me from my calls to fight against gallenteans, freedom and those, who cherish ideals of freedom. But today, I want to talk about something else.

It is not hard to kill. Maybe you will have troubles killing for the first time. Maybe for the second and a couple of consequent kills. Your feelings will betray you and you may even become sick. But eventually it will pass. I have killed a lot. In spaceships. On ground with my guns, and even barehanded. And, do you know, what I feel, when I kill? Nothing. At first it was essential for me, to project all evils of the world to gallenteans. To call them monsters, inhuman beings. It helped me a lot to kill without having any feelings for them. And now I don't need even that. I simply do my job. You see, it is not hard, and thus I will not ask you to do this. You will come to this eventually yourself, when you will be ready. What I will ask you to do, is actually way harder, and will require lifelong dedication.

Have you ever heard the word Heiian? I bet you do. It was sighting a lot in these comms. I have to admit, that I never heard this word before I became a capsuleer. Nobody said me, that I should be Heiian in monastery, in the Academy or during my military service. But they taught me, that I am not just a person, but I am a part of monastery. Part of my squad. Part of the army. And part of my State. And to be a good part, I must play my role. Good parts don't live just for themselves, they live for the whole mechanism. Those part, that don't exist for the whole machine, are called defunct. They are extracted, thrown away and replaced. That's what happened with managers, who got their positions with nepotism. Tibus Heth came and replaced them. And these defunct parts are still hurt, blaming Heth-haan with all possible sins. But our talk today is not about them. Our talk today will be about us, and how to not became one of these defunct parts.

The main idea behind this, is that to be a good part, you must do what you have to do, and not what you want to do. To do what you want to do, is the main principle of gallentean society. They have different mechanism for this, that they call freedoms, rights, liberty, and hedonism. And to make them bloom and prosper they simply make rules, for desires of one peoples won't disturb desires of another, so the whole society could bathe in one huge hedonistic mud puddle. Gallentean society strives with this.

But we, civilized peoples, who don't want to jump into gallentean mud baths, want to avoid it. The problem is, that there is a little gallentean inside each of us, who screams: "I WANT!" And it is him, who we must kill first. If we won't be able to kill him, we won't be able to become good parts of society, we will be defunct... broken, aimless creatures, who could live only in decadent gallentean pits of filth. And this kill can't compare to any of kills that you could experience.

We must kill this little gallentean inside our own mind. When it will scream: "I WANT!" You must ask yourself a question: "But do I need it?" And if you answer: "No, I don't need it", you should realize, that if you don't need it, you don't want it. Tell this little gallentean "I DON'T WANT IT!" and he will die. We don't need to eat if we are not hungry. We don't need to eat food only because of good taste. We don't need to do sex, if we don't need to procreate. We don't need to take baths, if we can just to use shower to clean ourselves quick. We don't need to watch holoreels, if they don't contain information that is essential for us to learn. And so on.

Luckily, we are capsuleers, and being in a pod will help us a lot. If you can't kill your little gallentean inside yourselves at once, try to stay in pod for some time. You don't have to eat in pod, you don't have to have sex in pod, etc. In pod you will feel yourself part of the ship. You, a capsuleer, is a reusable control module of the ship. Cherish your function and do it well. Gain happiness from doing your work properly. You are now part of a spaceship, of something bigger and complex. You are not your body, you are not your soul. You are your purpose and your role. Learn this while you use your capsule, and then apply it with your body outside it. Behave like you are still a pod pilot, but your ship is the whole society. Your ship is your squad, your corporation and your State. Maybe you are not a commanding module of your new "ship", but you are still a part of it.

Remember, our bodies are just biological mechanisms, and our lives are just illusions. If you will succumb to your little gallentean, you will get a momental good feeling, that will pleasure you. But it is just an illusion. Tomorrow it will be gone. But what you have done to get this feeling will remain forever. You could ask others to help, and they will forcefully remove what you want from yourself. They can put you in restraints, preventing little gallentean from getting what he wants. But it will solve nothing. This little gallentean will still live inside you and will gnaw your soul. You still have to defeat him, you have to tell him: "I DON'T WANT!" And only then you will become stronger. Only by doing so you will improve your willpower, and became real good part of the society.

You will have to defeat him not once, but everytime he will appear and scream "I WANT!" If you succeed in this, no gallentean propaganda or temptations would be able to corrupt you and turn you into self-pleasing animal.

If you succeed, you will became the real Human.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Iwan Terpalen
Doomheim
#2 - 2013-09-08 14:23:57 UTC
Your hangovers are serious business, huh.
Veikitamo Gesakaarin
Doomheim
#3 - 2013-09-08 14:29:18 UTC
Hmm.

So what you're saying is that you feel the need to destroy the Federation because you personally feel there is a Gallentean inside of you?

Is his name Jean-Luc or Pierre?

Does he touch you?

Kurilaivonen|Concern

Anabella Rella
Gradient
Electus Matari
#4 - 2013-09-08 15:31:55 UTC
There's an entire post-graduate thesis on psychological disorders of the capsuleer mind in that post. Maybe a paper titled, "The Consequences of Long-Term Exposure to the Hydrostatic Capsule on the Minds of Latent Psychopaths: A Study".

Good luck to the student willing to delve into Kim's particular brand of crazy.



P.S. I'd like a footnote credit for the title. Big smile

When the world is running down, you make the best of what's still around.

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#5 - 2013-09-08 16:16:53 UTC
Gesakaarin, Rella... well, now that's two of three GalNet trolls, where did you forget Ixiris?...

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Veikitamo Gesakaarin
Doomheim
#6 - 2013-09-08 16:27:37 UTC
Oh no, I'm actually curious, Kim. I mean, the fact that you feel and have expressed the thought that you think deep down inside you're a Gallentean (Or indeed have Gallenteans inside your head) goes much to explain why you think the Federation must be destroyed. Self-loathing must be terrible for you. A mongrel dog, who is a Gallentean inside. The horror.

Kurilaivonen|Concern

Desiderya
Blue Canary
Watch This
#7 - 2013-09-08 16:32:02 UTC
Quote:


Have you ever heard the word Heiian? I bet you do. It was sighting a lot in these comms. I have to admit, that I never heard this word before I became a capsuleer.


That explains such a lot.

Ruthlessness is the kindness of the wise.

Doctor Gallento
Doomheim
#8 - 2013-09-08 16:36:40 UTC
Fancy, fancy, fancy!
We ought to spend some time together, you know, discussing these sorts of things over, you've got just the face for one of my music videos!

Rock on!


I'm Doctor Gallento, the FedRock Clown! I do c-c-c-c-c-raaaash!

Buy my albums now! Wooo-hee!

Anabella Rella
Gradient
Electus Matari
#9 - 2013-09-08 16:41:03 UTC  |  Edited by: Anabella Rella
A thought just occurred to me. Based on Kim's wild ramblings both here and in the Summit comms channel, I think the problem is that she's subconsciously enamored of Gallentean men yet afraid to act on her desires for fear of being called a hypocrite. In particular, I point to her frequent attacks on Pilot Ixiris. This seems to me to be a desperate plea for attention.

Pilot Kim, if you want to get Pilot Ixixis' attention (and/or affection) there are better and more subtle ways to get what you want. Send a coy little note, send a bottle of wine or, just drop all pretense and send nude holos of yourself. Just stop with the genocidal ramblings. Please.

P.S. not loving the new hairstyle.

When the world is running down, you make the best of what's still around.

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#10 - 2013-09-08 17:05:02 UTC
Desiderya wrote:
Quote:


Have you ever heard the word Heiian? I bet you do. It was sighting a lot in these comms. I have to admit, that I never heard this word before I became a capsuleer.


That explains such a lot.

So, little awoxer, you came here just to troll like this? You know, you could have shown a little bit less ignorance if you could to read at least a couple words more.
Quote:

Nobody said me, that I should be Heiian in monastery, in the Academy or during my military service. But they taught me, that I am not just a person, but I am a part of monastery. Part of my squad. Part of the army. And part of my State. And to be a good part, I must play my role


It really annoys me that I have to waste my time on such poor comments like yours.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#11 - 2013-09-08 17:12:25 UTC
Veikitamo Gesakaarin wrote:
Oh no, I'm actually curious, Kim. I mean, the fact that you feel and have expressed the thought that you think deep down inside you're a Gallentean (Or indeed have Gallenteans inside your head) goes much to explain why you think the Federation must be destroyed. Self-loathing must be terrible for you. A mongrel dog, who is a Gallentean inside. The horror.

No, of course not. And Im not going to waste my breath to explain it to you, you miss required wits to understand anyway. It is philosophy, you see, philosophy, now move along.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Veikitamo Gesakaarin
Doomheim
#12 - 2013-09-08 17:15:25 UTC
Diana Kim wrote:

So, little awoxer, you came here just to troll like this? You know, you could have shown a little bit less ignorance if you could to read at least a couple words more.


Meanwhile, in Diana Kim's Caldari State the militia pilots that are fired upon first outside a State Protectorate station ( losing a Zealot to a Heron, Kestrel and sentry guns due to getting criminal flags for firing first ) awox you!

Kurilaivonen|Concern

X Gallentius
Black Eagle1
#13 - 2013-09-08 17:47:15 UTC  |  Edited by: X Gallentius
President of the Federation, Arlette Villers. CE 23154.6.2 wrote:
The Federation is not a defined region of space, of planets, of mountains, rivers, or woods. It is a vision.


Diana Kim is on the wrong side of history. Don't ever kill that little Gallentean voice inside of you that cries out for freedom!
Constantin Baracca
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#14 - 2013-09-08 17:54:14 UTC
And this, ladies and gentlemen, is what happens when a capsuleer forgets to have a fine glass of cognac in good company after a fascinating night out.

Remember, everybody needs a vacation. Common side effects of overwork include fixation, delusion, and irritability.

I'm going to send Lady Diana a good bottle of spiced wine that she can mull over.

"What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?"

-Matthew 16:26

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#15 - 2013-09-08 17:58:57 UTC
Veikitamo Gesakaarin wrote:
Diana Kim wrote:

So, little awoxer, you came here just to troll like this? You know, you could have shown a little bit less ignorance if you could to read at least a couple words more.


Meanwhile, in Diana Kim's Caldari State the militia pilots that are fired upon first outside a State Protectorate station ( losing a Zealot to a Heron, Kestrel and sentry guns due to getting criminal flags for firing first ) awox you!

Will you ever stop your bullshit and thread derailment, Gesakaarin-guri?
You are simply annoying and irrelevant.

If you weren't a capsuleer and worked in the State, you would be fired long ago for such screaming incompetence.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#16 - 2013-09-08 18:01:44 UTC
X Gallentius wrote:
President of the Federation, Arlette Villers. CE 23154.6.2 wrote:
The Federation is not a defined region of space, of planets, of mountains, rivers, or woods. It is a vision.


Diana Kim is on the wrong side of history. Don't ever kill that little Gallentean voice inside of you that cries out for freedom!

Of course, anyone can listen to this little Gallentean voice, and become either a criminal or an animal, living only for pleasuring self, disregarding others and norms of civilized society.

Anyway, that filthy mud pit called the Federation still exists, and anyone, who can't conform into civilized Empires, could easily dip there and live together with gallentean swines.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Veikitamo Gesakaarin
Doomheim
#17 - 2013-09-08 18:04:34 UTC
Diana Kim wrote:

Will you ever stop your bullshit and thread derailment, Gesakaarin-guri?
You are simply annoying and irrelevant.

If you weren't a capsuleer and worked in the State, you would be fired long ago for such screaming incompetence.


Well I haven't reached the level of incompetence needed to lose a Zealot with Falcon support to a Heron and Kestrel, yet.

Maybe it was the Gallentean inside of you, telling you it was a good idea at the time? Those naughty Gallenteans inside of you Kim. No doubt they also told you this Original "Philosophical" Post was an excellent idea too?

Kurilaivonen|Concern

Diana Kim
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#18 - 2013-09-08 18:09:08 UTC
Veikitamo Gesakaarin wrote:
Diana Kim wrote:

Will you ever stop your bullshit and thread derailment, Gesakaarin-guri?
You are simply annoying and irrelevant.

If you weren't a capsuleer and worked in the State, you would be fired long ago for such screaming incompetence.


Well I haven't reached the level of incompetence needed to lose a Zealot with Falcon support to a Heron and Kestrel, yet.

Maybe it was the Gallentean inside of you, telling you it was a good idea at the time? Those naughty Gallenteans inside of you Kim. No doubt they also told you this Original "Philosophical" Post was an excellent idea too?

Your incompetence is in leaking incorrect and irrelevant information with only purpose of personal attack instead of proper argument. This is called trolling.
I already know, that you love gallentean ideals, and there is no need in your bullshit here.
Now please vacate space for competent speakers.

Honored are the dead, for their legacy guides us.

In memory of Tibus Heth, Caldari State Executor YC110-115, Hero and Patriot.

Doctor Gallento
Doomheim
#19 - 2013-09-08 18:13:28 UTC
So much hatred, I dig that! Come on chica, give me a call. We could kill that little gallentean inside you together!

I'm Doctor Gallento, the FedRock Clown! I do c-c-c-c-c-raaaash!

Buy my albums now! Wooo-hee!

Eran Mintor
Metropolis Commercial Consortium
#20 - 2013-09-08 18:20:48 UTC
Diana Kim wrote:
, you don't have to have sex in pod


Now where's your sense of adventure? Maybe what you need is some rough sex to get this tension out. This Dr. Gallento feller seems like a nice chap, and surprisingly he seems interested in you.

-Eran
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