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When I enlisted for the Caldari Army, they laughed.

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Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#1 - 2013-07-24 21:18:19 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
"Who are you? Nobody!" they said.

"You aren't a Citizen, you have no rights for such a thing,kid. Get lost." they said.

they were right, by the way. I am Caldari, but I held no citizenship. Born a non-entity.

I enlisted, and my fellow enlistees laughed at me.

"You'll never make it out of bootcamp, lousy halfbreed." they said.

And they were right, by the way. My Father, over 2 years, was reduced from a mid-level Technician, to a non-entity. His crime? Falling in love with a Matari, marrying her, and having children.

and I never did make it out of Caldari Army bootcamp. Because during my inprocess exams, it was discovered that I was capsule compatible.

Should I laugh now?
kraiklyn Asatru
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#2 - 2013-07-24 21:22:28 UTC
Thats one thing, question is whether you are a patriot. Were you serious about enlisting..
Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#3 - 2013-07-24 21:26:49 UTC
kraiklyn Asatru wrote:
Thats one thing, question is whether you are a patriot. Were you serious about enlisting..


Joining a Caldari Armed Force is not something you decide lightly.

Makoto Priano
Kirkinen-Arataka Transhuman Zenith Consulting Ltd.
Arataka Research Consortium
#4 - 2013-07-24 21:39:02 UTC
Simply prove yourself worthy of the investment and faith of the State, pilot, and the rest will come.

Itsukame-Zainou Hyperspatial Inquiries: exploring the edge of the known, advancing the state of the art. Would you like to know more?

Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#5 - 2013-07-24 21:57:39 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Makoto Priano wrote:
Simply prove yourself worthy of the investment and faith of the State, pilot, and the rest will come.


An interesting sentiment, given the freedom that being a Capsuleer potentially allows.

the State did not show "faith" in me until it was found that I could be a more useful weapon than previously thought.

until then, I was nobody, not even worthy of a basic citizenship and barely worth a pity enlistment in the Army, based solely on my heritage and not on my actions, talents, or merits.

The State is my home, yet I find myself wondering, for what reason should I endeavor to "prove myself" to the State, rather than to the Republic, or the Federation, or those in the Null sectors?

None but The State will look down on me simply for being what I am.

I am Caldari, yet until I was proven Capsule Compatible, The State did not consider me so. You'll understand if I am a slight bit cynical about all this.
Makoto Priano
Kirkinen-Arataka Transhuman Zenith Consulting Ltd.
Arataka Research Consortium
#6 - 2013-07-24 22:10:11 UTC  |  Edited by: Makoto Priano
And yet the State expended the funds to put you through capsuleer induction, a not inconsiderable expense for those who have not yet reached the stars. While you've not yet indicated which corporation's policies and management caused your father to fall, it sounds as if it was one whose culture ill suits you. You have the freedom, now, to serve those elements of the State whose policies and doctrines you agree with. if it was Hyasyoda's conservatism, for instance, consider Ishukone; if it was Kaalakiota's patriotism considering your mother an agent of the enemy, consider one of the Practicals.

Do not become a slave to your anger. Do not allow it to blind you to the one, singular duty you have. Repay your debt. Doing service even when faced with doubts is a sign of discipline and a mark of honor. Then-- then you will be more free than you are now, and you will be a better citizen and a better person for it.

Itsukame-Zainou Hyperspatial Inquiries: exploring the edge of the known, advancing the state of the art. Would you like to know more?

kraiklyn Asatru
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#7 - 2013-07-24 22:14:03 UTC
As you say, not lightly made. It is your choice now? Will you go back on supporting your people because some two bit punks were mean? On the other hand, do you consider any part of yourself Matari?? How did you feel enlisting the first time.

You made a choice once..
Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#8 - 2013-07-24 22:23:19 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Makoto Priano wrote:
And yet the State expended the funds to put you through capsuleer induction, a not inconsiderable expense for those who have not yet reached the stars. While you've not yet indicated which corporation's policies and management caused your father to fall, it sounds as if it was one whose culture ill suits you. You have the freedom, now, to serve those elements of the State whose policies and doctrines you agree with. if it was Hyasyoda's conservatism, for instance, consider Ishukone; if it was Kaalakiota's patriotism considering your mother an agent of the enemy, consider one of the Practicals.

Do not become a slave to your anger. Do not allow it to blind you to the one, singular duty you have. Repay your debt. Doing service even when faced with doubts is a sign of discipline and a mark of honor. Then-- then you will be more free than you are now, and you will be a better citizen and a better person for it.


You make good points, in that I am at least obligated to repay the cost of my capsuleer induction. Which I will.

From there, we will see.
Makoto Priano
Kirkinen-Arataka Transhuman Zenith Consulting Ltd.
Arataka Research Consortium
#9 - 2013-07-24 22:24:42 UTC
As is only fair. I wish you good fortune in your journeys, pilot.

Itsukame-Zainou Hyperspatial Inquiries: exploring the edge of the known, advancing the state of the art. Would you like to know more?

Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#10 - 2013-07-24 22:28:26 UTC
kraiklyn Asatru wrote:
As you say, not lightly made. It is your choice now? Will you go back on supporting your people because some two bit punks were mean? On the other hand, do you consider any part of yourself Matari?? How did you feel enlisting the first time.

You made a choice once..


My immediate path is service to The State, as is my obligation to repay what is owed, naturally.

Long term, who knows?

As for your other question....I was born in The State, and raised in The State.
Pieter Tuulinen
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#11 - 2013-07-24 22:45:30 UTC
Kourdus wrote:
kraiklyn Asatru wrote:
As you say, not lightly made. It is your choice now? Will you go back on supporting your people because some two bit punks were mean? On the other hand, do you consider any part of yourself Matari?? How did you feel enlisting the first time.

You made a choice once..


My immediate path is service to The State, as is my obligation to repay what is owed, naturally.

Long term, who knows?

As for your other question....I was born in The State, and raised in The State.


I hope that what you're saying is not that the State Armed Forces were good enough for you when you saw no other option, but that now eternity opens up before you, you're suddenly too good for a life of service.

Halfbreeds have more to prove, but that's all there is to it. Prove yourself and you'll find that trust and respect you've wanted your whole life.

For the first time since I started the conversation, he looks me dead in the eye. In his gaze are steel jackhammers, quiet vengeance, a hundred thousand orbital bombs frozen in still life.

Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#12 - 2013-07-24 23:27:19 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Pieter Tuulinen wrote:
Kourdus wrote:
kraiklyn Asatru wrote:
As you say, not lightly made. It is your choice now? Will you go back on supporting your people because some two bit punks were mean? On the other hand, do you consider any part of yourself Matari?? How did you feel enlisting the first time.

You made a choice once..


My immediate path is service to The State, as is my obligation to repay what is owed, naturally.

Long term, who knows?

As for your other question....I was born in The State, and raised in The State.


I hope that what you're saying is not that the State Armed Forces were good enough for you when you saw no other option, but that now eternity opens up before you, you're suddenly too good for a life of service.

Halfbreeds have more to prove, but that's all there is to it. Prove yourself and you'll find that trust and respect you've wanted your whole life.


Too good? no, not in the least. No one is too good for service to The State.

however, *a choice* is a luxury that i've not had, until now. I've jumped a fair amount of rungs up the ladder, so to speak. You'll understand if that takes a bit of contemplation.
Pieter Tuulinen
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#13 - 2013-07-25 00:03:43 UTC
Kourdus wrote:
Too good? no, not in the least. No one is too good for service to The State.

however, *a choice* is a luxury that i've not had, until now. I've jumped a fair amount of rungs up the ladder, so to speak. You'll understand if that takes a bit of contemplation.


Oh no, I quite understand. When I graduated SWA my home corporation, Suvee, tried to get me to sign a lifetime indentured servitude contract. Fortunately Wiyrkomii and Kaalakiota were much more understanding.

For the first time since I started the conversation, he looks me dead in the eye. In his gaze are steel jackhammers, quiet vengeance, a hundred thousand orbital bombs frozen in still life.

Veikitamo Gesakaarin
Doomheim
#14 - 2013-07-25 01:37:09 UTC
When I enlisted for the Caldari Navy, my Drill Instructor laughed and told me that I would never make the course because I came from an Executive Family and the Navy does not issue silver spoons to put in ones mouth.

Then again, military Drill Instructors have that wonderful ability to know exactly how to find another human being's weaknesses and seek to eliminate them. Perhaps if one finds they were unable to make the grade, they should not make excuses for their background or upbringing but rather look inward and see if there were weaknesses that could not be eliminated. For in my own experience, Instructors were equally harsh upon all irrespective of background. Indeed, if training was not harsh, difficult and a humbling experience then how can one take pride in having earned their uniform when in the company of comrades?

A Caldari Military Instructor is perhaps to be considered among the very best the State has to offer for they are men and women of sound and fair judgement whose professionalism, dignity, conduct, and adherence to their duty are qualities that generations of recruits aspire to themselves one day. I still remember the names of my own Instructors for such is the regard and respect to which I hold them in. Even today, for all my accomplishments and status as a capsuleer I would gladly snap my heels together, stand at attention and offer them a salute as I refer to them as, "Instructor, sir," or, "Instructor, ma'am," out of deference for without their guidance, experience and leadership I feel I would not be where I am today.

Now you, Mr. Kourdos might instead desire to display your disrespects by laughing in the faces of your own Instructors but if such were the case then it would be clear to me that the only fault of theirs would have been in their inability to buff out that adolescent chip on your shoulder due to the apparent feelings of persecution you hold due to your background and heritage.

Kurilaivonen|Concern

Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#15 - 2013-07-25 02:46:54 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Gesakaarin, you make the mistake of assuming that I was unable to make the grade.

I never made it out of Boot Camp, because I never went. I was instead whisked away to Capsuleer Induction, which, in my opinion, makes Caldari Army bootcamp look like Elementary school.

and yet, here I am.

Who am I laughing at? Not the Drill Instructors I suffered under. No, not at all.

No, rather, the Army recruiters who didn't think I even deserved the chance to suffer under a Drill Instructor, merely because my mother is Matari.

You profess to have come from a well-off Executive-class family, and were forced to humble yourself in order to make it through your training. I came from less than nothing. I came from non-existence, as far as you are concerned. What you call "humbling" was "improvement" to me. Do not presume to know me, and do not presume to compare our respective situations.

The chip on my shoulder, as you call it, is what got me through Capsuleer Induction. Motivation, desire to not return to non-existence. Don't discount the power of such motivation.
Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#16 - 2013-07-25 03:08:16 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Pieter Tuulinen wrote:
Kourdus wrote:
Too good? no, not in the least. No one is too good for service to The State.

however, *a choice* is a luxury that i've not had, until now. I've jumped a fair amount of rungs up the ladder, so to speak. You'll understand if that takes a bit of contemplation.


Oh no, I quite understand. When I graduated SWA my home corporation, Suvee, tried to get me to sign a lifetime indentured servitude contract. Fortunately Wiyrkomii and Kaalakiota were much more understanding.


I have a story on that front, Tuulinen.

Let me tell you how I selected my Graduation Contract.

It was very simple actually. I brought my mother to my Corporation Day. She sat in every interview with every Corporation Representative.. She did not provide any input whatsoever during any interview, nor did she try to influence my decision.

Some Corporations had more enticing contracts than others. One Corporation, I refused to even meet with.

Every Representative, save one, was incredibly uncomfortable around her. Some refused to look her in the eye. Some where downright hostile. One Representative simply walked away, when I introduced her.

One, however, was different. When I introduced my mother to her, she, without flinching or batting an eye, looked her straight in the eye, shook her hand, introduced herself. Head held high, back straight, the definition of professional. If she was bothered even slightly by the fact that I was a halfbreed, she did not show it in any way. Either, this representative truly didn't care, or she has the greatest poker face I've seen. The message was clear: It doesn't matter, as long as you do your job and abide by your contract. That is what I was looking for.

I'd like to think that the Representative sent to Corporation Day to recruit potential Capsuleers represent exactly what their Corporations are about, to the letter. What this Corporation sent to represent them, impressed. I went through the motions of Interviewing for everyone, but my mind was made up long before.

Then came negotiations.
Evi Polevhia
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#17 - 2013-07-25 03:46:21 UTC
All of that is very well and good, but it pales in comparison to the question.

Now that you have the power and options of a Capsuleer, what do you do next?
Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#18 - 2013-07-25 04:24:22 UTC  |  Edited by: Kourdus
Evi Polevhia wrote:
All of that is very well and good, but it pales in comparison to the question.

Now that you have the power and options of a Capsuleer, what do you do next?


Disregard Females, Acquire ISK?

Joking.

Naturally, next comes my Duty to The State as a proper Citizen.

which will be done with Pride.
Pieter Tuulinen
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#19 - 2013-07-25 04:27:24 UTC
Kourdus wrote:

I'd like to think that the Representative sent to Corporation Day to recruit potential Capsuleers represent exactly what their Corporations are about, to the letter. What this Corporation sent to represent them, impressed. I went through the motions of Interviewing for everyone, but my mind was made up long before.

Then came negotiations.


Actually, you're likely seeing nothing more than personal bias here. It takes a wider experience in the greater cluster to appreciate the diversity of the different races.

I know it took me several months.

For the first time since I started the conversation, he looks me dead in the eye. In his gaze are steel jackhammers, quiet vengeance, a hundred thousand orbital bombs frozen in still life.

Kourdus
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#20 - 2013-07-25 04:38:30 UTC
Pieter Tuulinen wrote:
Kourdus wrote:

I'd like to think that the Representative sent to Corporation Day to recruit potential Capsuleers represent exactly what their Corporations are about, to the letter. What this Corporation sent to represent them, impressed. I went through the motions of Interviewing for everyone, but my mind was made up long before.

Then came negotiations.


Actually, you're likely seeing nothing more than personal bias here. It takes a wider experience in the greater cluster to appreciate the diversity of the different races.

I know it took me several months.


We will see, when I report to Ishukone following my post-graduate activities

Apparently, I have a small window of free time before I am to report to Ishukone Watch. I'll likely spend it ensuring my family's citizenship goes without hitches, and trying a fair share of high-class yet somewhat affordable Caldari spirits.

Then, it becomes all business.
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