Out of Pod Experience

get laid, find yourself a girlfriend or boy, whatever....

Is it really so strange that you get angry if someone is mocking you?

Hmmm so you say that people are more fierce when they are devoid of sexual pleasures? And they cant control their emotions as good as when they are exhaused from constant indulging in sexual behaviors?

We are animals with culture, we have to negotiate our needs with this behavioral baggage. Maybe there is a grain of truth in what you are saying.

of course!

Now I remember. Bonobo use sex to resolve any problem. Chimps are less glad to use it for problem solving.

But maybe its a culture thing, and what they do is rather because of what they see and learn from their pack.

Our culture and other parts of brain are completely dominating the monkey brain part and it causes frustrations?

Such enlightment , thank you

That is a good thing, it shows that you care and that you're not a bad person.

If you snap at someone and think you may have caused them some offense, just suck it up and apologise to them afterwards. You'll feel better, and so will they, and then you can get back to being friends. There are some people out there who will tell you "Never apologise to anyone, it is a sign of weakness." These people are wrong because it takes a lot more courage to admit you were wrong than it does to bury your head in the sand.

Yes coincidence, i don't have gf btw lol

I am too lazy to do exercises

Outlets. Most people in life and society struggle with having outlets for emotions, passions and mental thoughts/feelings. Most do not know how to express them properly or the right conditions to. Then you couple that with the fact that we are all slightly different; aka laughing when you hear someone has died versus the societal "correct" feeling empathetic or sorry, you get this huge range of responses.

We are conditioned since very early childhood to repress and negate many such feelings and emotions, to 'bottle them up inside' and 'push them down' and ignore them, especially as men, and as women we are often not told why or how to sort out or feelings and it ends up a hodge podge of emotional hairballs women cough up every now and again.

Sounds like gaming is your outlet atm. For me it was sports. Learning that anger and hatred and any feelings could be channeled into hating my opponent and knocking them flat on their asses as hard as I could did wonders for me. Everyone needs outlets in their lives to channel emotional energy into that are generally more productive than destructive, at least to yourself and society. For some reason society hates it when you are destructive to them personally.

Good luck in your search. Figure out what triggers you, often it is simply being "full" emotionally and it spills over. In fact crying is this natural overflow spillway and is why we often feel better after a good soul wrenching cry, regardless of the "why" involved. Lifes lil things will fill you up till you need to vent. Often people we vent TOO mistake it as venting AT them and take it personally which ironically causes the most confusion and friction in relationships. So often we see people that hate their jobs, lives, spouses/partners coming home to "clean", yell, drink/drugs, or even escape the home setting by going out or any combination of escapism. Even what we consider normal human activities all carry this escapist mentality underlying it on a subconscious or near conscious nature.

So you are not abnormal. Not at all. Its all very normal to do this. And now you might have a better understanding as to why. Enjoy the rage.