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Monsters in the Mirror

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Tamiroth
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#1 - 2013-05-24 21:49:26 UTC  |  Edited by: Tamiroth
25:V:CXV A.Y.

Monsters in the Mirror

Once, I saw a cheap horror holoreel where a character, just before being eaten by an alien creature of some sort, tells to the protagonist: "My mommy always said there were no monsters – no real ones – but there are."

I, too, thought that there were no real monsters.

But there are.

An ancient thinker once said: "Hell is other people". Not all; but many of them, yes. Their inner hell is covered by a thin veil of what we call civilization, culture and law. For the many, this veil is held in place only by external pressure applied by the society. Remove the responsibility for their actions - the veil falls, and the inner Beast breaks loose.

From the beginning of time, every human society built complex systems to protect its members from the hell of each other. Eye for an eye. Defile the sacred tree and you will be stoned to death. Drink other's blood and burn at the stake. Lose the face and you'll be left alone with your last cup of tea.

But now, for the first time in its history, the humanity has created a social group for which there is no immediate perceived responsibility for the actions of the individual, except a minor financial loss. Capsuleers. The last grand social experiment of the dying Jovian race.

Our veils have fallen.

Earlier, I looked at the capsuleers and thought "Why? Oh, God, why have you allowed this to happen to us? Where is the sense, the purpose in this horrible, mindless and cruel freak show we all are forced to watch?.."

It took some time to understand. The capsule is a tool of selection. It separates the mindless animals from the people who can think of more than themselves and this moment's random desire.

The capsule is a test of the soul.

A human, a person, is a creature who can live for something greater than his ego. The inner motivation for this may vary; be it sense of kinship, sense of honor and dignity, love or faith. For many Amarrians i've met it's the Faith; our civilization makes us this way. For the Caldari, it's Duty and Honor. For the Minmatar, it's probably blood ties to their tribe and clan - hard to say, as I can only try to understand Minmatar mentality through the most archaic facets of the Caldari.

But whatever the reason for staying human is, only those who feel that they are the part of something greater than themselves do so. The rest turn into monsters that roam the stars, the horrible mirror of everything wrong that lurks within our souls.

When you jump into a place like Rancer and see the red flashing wall fill your overview, look them in the faces. Those disfigured bogeymen are the humanity's reflection in the Jovian magic mirror. They are our hell, the hell that is also within each and every one of us, sealed shut by everything a person holds dear.

The monsters that must burn.
Evi Polevhia
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#2 - 2013-05-24 22:46:35 UTC
You begin to understand the enemy I have dedicated my life to vanquishing. Humanity's own inner demons.
Lyris Nairn
Perkone
Caldari State
#3 - 2013-05-24 23:22:48 UTC
I wonder then what you think of me.

Sky Captain of Your Heart

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Sepherim
Imperial Shipment
Amarr Empire
#4 - 2013-05-25 00:21:16 UTC
Well spoken indeed. Unfortunately, sometimes it seems like there's monsters everywhere, even those that willingly and happily become so. So we must all stay vigilant against them, and against turning into one while we're not looking.

Sepherim Catillah Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris Liuteneant Ex-Imperial Navy Imperator Commander

Evi Polevhia
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#5 - 2013-05-25 03:14:54 UTC
Sepherim wrote:
Unfortunately, sometimes it seems like there's monsters everywhere, even those that willingly and happily become so.


If I didn't know better I'd think you were insinuating something, Sepherim.
Sepherim
Imperial Shipment
Amarr Empire
#6 - 2013-05-25 04:00:19 UTC
I was, but in this case not against you, captain Polevhia, but about certain captain recently proclaiming how happy he was to no longer be considered sane. Your is... another approach to becoming a monster, different, more refined, more dangerous. But I wasn't referring to it.

Sepherim Catillah Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris Liuteneant Ex-Imperial Navy Imperator Commander

Naraish Adarn
Alexylva Paradox
#7 - 2013-05-25 10:12:51 UTC
Beast that is the void lives in all of us being quasi-immortal just brings it closer to surface some embrace it, some succumb to it trough trauma or pain and others guard against it. I suspect the ones that most successfully guard against that metaphorical beast are those that maintain connection to what they were before becoming capsuleers.

It's easy to think your self all powerful and disconnected from your actions regardless how insignificant they seem. Since it is in our nature as capsuleers to be able to shatter lives of millions or billions out of whim. In my opinion that does not excuse us from the responsibility to those lives.

These of course are only my thoughts based on Tamiroths
Cipher7
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#8 - 2013-05-25 14:16:18 UTC
Mastery of others is nothing.

Mastery of yourself is the real challenge.
Tamiroth
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#9 - 2013-05-25 20:34:00 UTC  |  Edited by: Tamiroth
Evi Polevhia wrote:
You begin to understand the enemy I have dedicated my life to vanquishing. Humanity's own inner demons.
Of course. I understand well the reasoning of many of those who chose to join the Nation.

It's a pity that once you become the part of that entity, your reasoning doesn't really matter anymore, as well as most of your previous personality.

Sansha's Nation is a clear case of a cure that's worse than the disease, a cure which one should stay as far away from as possible.

Lyris Nairn wrote:
I wonder then what you think of me.
A cunning wolf that is a part of a successful pack is still a wolf. The Beast is not necessarily mindless, and can take much pride and fun in the destructive achievements of its hunting buddies.

You are a member of one of the most notorious organizations of New Eden, the organization which takes trolling, scamming and exploiting CONCORD regulations to a form of art, while casually using its military power to harass random innocents. I am a Khanid and believe in guilt by association. What should I think of you?

Cipher7 wrote:
Mastery of others is nothing.

Mastery of yourself is the real challenge.
Indeed.
Felsusguy
Panopticon Engineering
#10 - 2013-05-25 23:00:58 UTC
Why are us capsuleers "monsters"?

Take a look at the real monsters. Look at Tibus Heth. See the pain he has caused? The lies he has sown? Now step back, and look at just one of the souls he took from us. A capsuleer like us. Admiral Yanala. She disobeyed Heth, chose not to strike Caldari Prime out of spite, and saved millions by disabling volatile systems. And Heth had her killed for it.

So tell me, Tamiroth, who are the real monsters here?

The Caldari put business before pleasure. The Gallente put business in pleasure.

Katarina Musana
Clan Leshya Offworld Venture Enterprise
#11 - 2013-05-26 05:24:25 UTC
Evi Polevhia wrote:
You begin to understand the enemy I have dedicated my life to vanquishing. Humanity's own inner demons.


You're not vanquishing them, Evi. You're embracing them.
Evi Polevhia
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#12 - 2013-05-26 05:26:41 UTC
Katarina Musana wrote:
Evi Polevhia wrote:
You begin to understand the enemy I have dedicated my life to vanquishing. Humanity's own inner demons.


You're not vanquishing them, Evi. You're embracing them.


Relinquish your eyes that do not allow you to see the truth.
Anabella Rella
Gradient
Electus Matari
#13 - 2013-05-26 05:35:42 UTC  |  Edited by: Anabella Rella
Evi Polevhia wrote:

Relinquish your eyes that do not allow you to see the truth.


Why? So your master can replace them with a holofeed that he controls for the purpose of manipulating perception?

When the world is running down, you make the best of what's still around.

Tamiroth
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#14 - 2013-05-26 11:21:48 UTC  |  Edited by: Tamiroth
Felsusguy wrote:
Take a look at the real monsters. Look at Tibus Heth. See the pain he has caused? The lies he has sown? Now step back, and look at just one of the souls he took from us. A capsuleer like us. Admiral Yanala. She disobeyed Heth, chose not to strike Caldari Prime out of spite, and saved millions by disabling volatile systems. And Heth had her killed for it.

So tell me, Tamiroth, who are the real monsters here?
Heth is a baseliner politician. The Caldari are reasonable and civilized people and are pefectly capable of sorting out their internal matters and fixing failures. So, the Executor's actions will have consequences for him, and, I think, rather soon.

Compare Heth with an imaginary head of a large capsuleer-run 0.0 organization. One day this person decides that he is bored and had enough of this part of his life. He leads his alliance capital fleet into a trap. Then, he grabs whatever assets he can from the corporation hangars, disbands the allance and waves goodbye to his former buddies. He fakes suicide. A few months later he reappears somewhere in Jita with another clone, another name and another face, so noone can identify him.

A perfectly plausible scenario, isn't it?

Now isn't this a bit unfair? A failed baseliner politician might face a revolt, a trial or a death for his actions; a failed capsuleer will only cause deaths of others who were unlucky enough to be around when his little empire collapses or a battleship goes boom. At least Heth has human motives. He is a bad person, yes. But he is still a human being that is driven by something more than the desire to watch pretty explosions.

For a nice example of what capsuleers are, look here.

http://forums.eveonline.com/default.aspx?g=posts&t=240040

Of course, it's probably just a witty satire, but it is scarily close to the actual thing. Star Fraction was quite real, after all.
Sid Afraldir
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#15 - 2013-05-26 15:28:30 UTC
Tamiroth wrote:

When you jump into a place like Rancer and see the red flashing wall fill your overview, look them in the faces. Those disfigured bogeymen are the humanity's reflection in the Jovian magic mirror. They are our hell, the hell that is also within each and every one of us, sealed shut by everything a person holds dear.

The monsters that must burn.


Pirates are people too!

Anabella Rella wrote:
Why? So your master can replace them with a holofeed that he controls for the purpose of manipulating perception?


Hi Anabella!

Tamiroth wrote:
For a nice example of what capsuleers are, look here.

http://forums.eveonline.com/default.aspx?g=posts&t=240040

Of course, it's probably just a witty satire, but it is scarily close to the actual thing. Star Fraction was quite real, after all.


They're a bunch of W-space lunatics who sucked up too much gas, don't worry about them.
Katarina Musana
Clan Leshya Offworld Venture Enterprise
#16 - 2013-05-26 17:14:16 UTC
Evi Polevhia wrote:
Katarina Musana wrote:
Evi Polevhia wrote:
You begin to understand the enemy I have dedicated my life to vanquishing. Humanity's own inner demons.


You're not vanquishing them, Evi. You're embracing them.


Relinquish your eyes that do not allow you to see the truth.



My eyes have been open to the horror that mankind has to offer for over a decade now, Evi, as you well know.

It is you who have surrendered. You could once see clearly, but now you are blinded by a despair that there is no real hope for humanity, and so you have fled, betrayed your friends and family, and become a monster so that you can fight the "monsters." Well, what if you succeed and eliminate all the other monsters? We still won't be rid of monsters, because you and your master will still be around to haunt us.
Streya Jormagdnir
Alexylva Paradox
#17 - 2013-05-27 05:10:29 UTC
Sid Afraldir wrote:

They're a bunch of W-space lunatics who sucked up too much gas, don't worry about them.


Thanks for that, Sid.

No, it was not satire. People in that thread are quick to point out Saede's past words and deeds (often out of context), but they've failed to note the power and force of will I wield to take my organization where it can truly shine.

I am also a human, straggling between the present world... and our future. I am a regulator, a coordinator, one who is meant to guide the way.

Destination Unreachable: the worst Wspace blog ever

Lyn Farel
Societas Imperialis Sceptri Coronaeque
Khimi Harar
#18 - 2013-05-27 18:22:27 UTC
Tamiroth wrote:

The capsule is a test of the soul.


Among many other things.

Ms Tamiroth, I agree wholeheartedly.