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Making a name for yourself, is it worth it? or should you just be un-named and anonymous to Others?.

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Callista Nueva
Absolute Order
Absolute Honor
#1 - 2012-01-30 12:24:53 UTC  |  Edited by: Callista Nueva
Callista, that's the name that i was given, i never truthfully decided my name as it was a form that was donated to me.
So i spent my days away mining, debating on my next move.
''should i get my own structures?'' .. '' Should i increase my skills to warfare?'' ..

It has all been debatable on what my moves had been ..
So i had decided to make my own corporation, and what has it given me?
Friends, allies, and otherwise known ''Family''.
But is it truthfully worth it? having those you care for by your side.
Unaware of if they would fight by your side if you were to be assaulted in they horrific name of ''war''
Will they follow me? Will more flock under the banner of my Corp?

The eventual Question is who will leave , who will join, and who will stay?
Who will fight? Who will flee? Who will remember these/This struggle for power/domination/Survival

When will My corp be what it is destined to be, will i become what im destined to be?
Should i wise-up and look out for myself, or assist any and all other Demi-God's such as myself.
When will this journey end? or has it not even began yet?..

I have been flying for many years and come across many other capsuleer's only...
i have always had the suspicion of being one clone of somebody else.
Am i just a clone of another posibly great or unheard person.
Or am i truthfully unique, as sometimes the paranoia of being a cog of a larger machine tempt's myself.
What if truthfully the achievements i may or may not have achieved are actually benefitting somebody else and not myself?
What if, im just here to show im unique, or a mere clone.

When my judgement day arrive's i will know my answer only when will this day come?

Will i become a master of wealth capable to purchase anything i wish wether i need it or not.

Will i become a leader of many, Using my friends or possibly minions against any who insult my name or give me reason to dislike their existence.

A feared pirate, whom will prey on any being that passes through territory i claimed illegally or have not even claimed..

Or will i be one of those miners who has no true name to him or herself, just ripping through asteroids refining the bounty into countless amounts of ISK which i would end up using to purchase safe zones for mining?

Or will i become a warrior of the cold abyss, shredding through or possibly shredded apart by warfare alone,
Expecting a name for myself for taking on undefeatable odd's not even needing success just proof of refusal to back down.

Will i one day become a heartless monster, scouring countless systems, hunting down for one Demi-God just to destroy their clone for the ISK on their head.

Or is it more of a reality that i will end up remaining in my own corp supporting others, wondering of what i could or might become, its days like those that make you think if you will make a difference or not.


My Question(s) to you other Demi-God's:
'' What would you class yourself as? ''
'' Was it all worth it to get to this current 'Name' for yourself? ''
'' Would you like it if it was different ''
'' Do you wish you could return for your dream 'title' ''
'' How could you change it? ''
'' If none of these apply, how would you decide to continue your life as a capsuleer ''

Just because i see things in a differant viewpoint does not make me paranoid it makes me a bit obsolete in the majorities views.

Aand i do love the thought of Using repair drones as bait O:

Mikkel Lybecker
Native Freshfood
Minmatar Republic
#2 - 2012-01-31 10:19:15 UTC
I never thought of myself as a "demi-god", sheesh. I'm just some girl who got through Pator Tech and got lucky. That's probably why I don't even feel qualified to answer your questions. I don't really understand most of them anyway. Was it all worth what? If what was different? Change what? What dream title?
Callista Nueva
Absolute Order
Absolute Honor
#3 - 2012-02-01 12:14:40 UTC
Mikkel Lybecker wrote:
I never thought of myself as a "demi-god", sheesh. I'm just some girl who got through Pator Tech and got lucky. That's probably why I don't even feel qualified to answer your questions. I don't really understand most of them anyway. Was it all worth what? If what was different? Change what? What dream title?


The goal's you aimed for, did you achieve them? was it worth it, thats what i mean, we are technically considered Demi-God s we can't really die now can we?

Just because i see things in a differant viewpoint does not make me paranoid it makes me a bit obsolete in the majorities views.

Aand i do love the thought of Using repair drones as bait O:

Myyona
Ataraxia Pharmacies
#4 - 2012-02-01 13:03:09 UTC
We can all die... many times. It isn't healthy.

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Callista Nueva
Absolute Order
Absolute Honor
#5 - 2012-02-01 14:15:55 UTC
Myyona wrote:
We can all die... many times. It isn't healthy.



So true ... if only we could avoid bankruptcy through our deaths, or at least claim insurance on each death :D my Alt would be a Billionaire!!! O:

Just because i see things in a differant viewpoint does not make me paranoid it makes me a bit obsolete in the majorities views.

Aand i do love the thought of Using repair drones as bait O: