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Effects of multiple deaths

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Titus Black
Viziam
Amarr Empire
#1 - 2012-09-18 22:47:59 UTC
Been reading a bit around eve lore, particularly with regard to the lives of capsuleers but one thing there is little detail on really is their psychology (other than basic archetypes - egotistical etc).

How do you think the mind would be when it has bared witness to/endured countless deaths and traumas. You get a fresh new body, but your mind is the same (just leave it at that for the sake of discussion), continuously building on past experience.

I would imagine capsuleers to often be cold, battle hardened and keep themselves isolated. I would imagine the idea of invulnerability that comes with immortality would create some interesting characters.
Tricky Dutch
Anoikis Equilibrium
Honorable Third Party
#2 - 2012-09-19 01:45:46 UTC
I think that some would become sociopaths, as killing large numbers of fellow human beings tends to do.

Another group would likely become battle-hardened vets, like some of what we used to see, especially veterans of large battles (though any traumatizing experience can cause this).

A few lucky ones might be unaffected. Those able to compartmentalize their lives as such.

And some would probably be staunch propagators of peace, having truly experienced what it is like to die, and not wishing it upon others. It truly depends on the individual and countless other factors.
AlleyKat
The Unwanted.
#3 - 2012-09-19 11:22:22 UTC
I would recommend taking a look at the 16 personality types that exist in human beings and build from there.

The other factors are interesting, like Skill training for pod pilots; and also the interesting peculiarities of behavioural association by our peers.

ie; if someone else does something, and especially if they are an Alpha-male, then we are likely to see their behaviour as acceptable.

Case in point: the financial crisis; everyone involved knew what they were doing and knew it was morally wrong, but did it anyway because, well, that's what everyone else was doing, so it must be okay...

I would argue that pod pilots have a similar perspective, and, due to the amount of training and indoctrination, have absolutely no issues with what they do.

I would also look into the affective disorder(s) of capitalisim on hierarchical/oligarchy, as this is (for the most part) what New Eden is.

AK

This space for rent.

Tavin Aikisen
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#4 - 2012-09-19 15:04:43 UTC
There was an EON Chronicle which dealt with this. It specifically revealed that shortly after cloning, your new body is extremely sensitive. So that first hot shower is quite an experience! However the effect is lost overtime as clones become used to it. Yet some pilots became addicted to this waning effect and would suicide in an attempt to get back to it as soon as possible.

"Remember this. Trust your eyes, you will kill each other. Trust your veins, you can all go home."

-Cold Wind

Mirima Thurander
#5 - 2012-09-19 21:55:47 UTC
Tavin Aikisen wrote:
There was an EON Chronicle which dealt with this. It specifically revealed that shortly after cloning, your new body is extremely sensitive. So that first hot shower is quite an experience! However the effect is lost overtime as clones become used to it. Yet some pilots became addicted to this waning effect and would suicide in an attempt to get back to it as soon as possible.



explains why we are so quick to pod are self across the cluster.

All automated intel should be removed from the game including Instant local/jumps/kills/cynos for all systems/regions.Eve should report nothing like this to the client/3rd party software.Intel should not be force fed to players. Player skill and iniative should be the sources of intel.

Teinyhr
Ourumur
#6 - 2012-09-20 16:33:06 UTC
There's also this nice snippet from the glorious chronicle All These Lives are Fit to Ruin.

Quote:
He leaned in again and said, in a whisper, "There is a point where your brain knows it is about to die. Everything passes in a flash, like a dream played at hyperspeed, the whole experience tinted with that quivering fear your subconscious vomits up: That this is the last, this is the end, this is the final run before the infinite nothing. I have been cloned more times than I can recall, and this is the one part of the process that I will never, in my life of lives, get used to. So you come along and bring it on me, along with hundreds of others on my ship; you, with your cottonball mystery, your little life that'll be extinguished with just the hint of a flame, that's light as a speck of dust, and that nevertheless refuses, refuses to unravel."


Imagine how you yourself would react to that.
Telegram Sam
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#7 - 2012-09-20 22:19:23 UTC
Unless New Eden has some very advanced psychological training techniques, I think the experience of dying a violent death, multiple times, would have severe effects on one's psychology. The conscious, logical mind would know that it is not a "real," permanent death and that a clone is waiting. But the subconscious mind would not realize that. The human organism has a brain and nervous system that is hardwired to do anything possible to ensure the organism's survival. If the senses detect danger, autonomous reflex will take over and react to get the organism out of harm's way. It's like if you play "Don't Blink" with your friend. Your conscious mind trusts your friend not to actually poke you in the eyes. But when his fingers are suddenly right in front of your eyeballs, your brain and nervous system's autonomous reflexes will override your conscious mind and shut your eyelids.

A capsuleer being pod-killed in combat would experience something similar. Though the conscious mind knows a clone is waiting, the core subconscious parts of the mind will still experience the event as a violent death. The body will still "blink" and flinch away from the incoming kinetic or explosive force that will tear the pod and physical body apart. There's a toxic injection at the moment of imminent death that probably spares the pilot the physical pain of the impact. But prior to that, the nervous system and core areas of the brain would have still had the experience of sensing (seeing and hearing) imminent destruction by extremely violent forces. Those sorts of experiences are traumatic, and core parts of the brain that record them have long memories. In other words, even though the pod pilot survives the experience via transport of consciousness to a clone, that consciousness likely carries with it traumatic subconscious memories.

The thing about experiencing near-death trauma is that it causes physical changes in the brain itself. This is what happens with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). After enough "fight or flight" responses, the hypothalamus (which controls reflexive behavior) begins to enlarge. At the same time, the pathways to the parts of the brain controlling emotion and executive decision-making become less functional. The end result is the individual becomes more easily startled, more prone to panic, more prone to aggression, and less concerned about empathy, moral consideration, or conforming to social expectation.* In a way, he becomes more of a solo creature of survival, rather than the usual human social animal. In extreme cases, he becomes a criminal sociopath with seemingly no conscience or concern for right and wrong.

This enlargement of the hypothalamus happens over time, due to repeated fear-of-death incidents. Apparently it is a natural organic response, as the body strengthens those organs most used and needed for daily survival. But in a clone situation, the multiple-trauma consciousness is put into a fresh brain each time. The hypothalamus hasn't enlarged in response to the repeated traumas. So you have a person with a multiple death traumas burning into his subconscious. But a brain physically arrayed with a normal hypothalamus, emotional center, and higher reasoning center balance. What effect?

Will the transplanted traumatic memories cause the clone's hypothalamus to enlarge, as they would incrementally if the capsuleer had stayed in his original body? In other words, if the mind's experiences have taught it the value of fight-or-flight responses, will the clone's neurosystem then strengthen, fine-tune, and favor the hypothalamus over the rational and social parts of the brain?

Or do capsuleers have some specialized psychological training that's effective enough to eliminate the effects of traumatic death experiences?

Perhaps the traumatic memories can be digitally deleted or somehow suppressed during the transneural burning process?

In any event, there's some fuel for good fiction stories in this topic.

*(Source: Lethal Warriors: When the New Band of Brothers Came Home by David Philipps)
Roga Dracor
Gladiators of Rage
Fraternity.
#8 - 2012-09-20 23:36:26 UTC
Infomorph Psychology is a Capsuleer training course designed to bolster a pilots psyche against the ill effects..

It's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then, and it's a poor sort of memory that only works backward.

Tavin Aikisen
Phoenix Naval Operations
Phoenix Naval Systems
#9 - 2012-09-22 17:09:31 UTC
Telegram Sam wrote:
Unless New Eden has some very advanced psychological training techniques, I think the experience of dying a violent death, multiple times, would have severe effects on one's psychology.

....

In any event, there's some fuel for good fiction stories in this topic.

*(Source: Lethal Warriors: When the New Band of Brothers Came Home by David Philipps)



This has to be one of the most informative posts I've ever read. Not only is it making me consider related EVE/EON fiction from a different perspective, it's applicable in real life!

"Remember this. Trust your eyes, you will kill each other. Trust your veins, you can all go home."

-Cold Wind

Annika Amelana
Arms of Daedalus
#10 - 2012-09-22 17:14:04 UTC
They would defintely be at higher risk for developing mental illness, especially capsuleers who are engaged in constant warfare/combat roles. The never-slacking stress coupled with multiple near-death experiences could cause schitzophrenia, hallucinations, depression, or of course as mentioned PTSD.

One thing though that I think would impact this is philosophical or spiritual beliefs. For example, an Amarr capsuleer who believes in a human spirit is less likely to have an emotional disturbance over their experiences than another individual who is objectively aware that "Yes, I am about to wink out of existence, and a burn of my mind will live on in a clone somewhere in New Eden." No matter how instantaneous the procedure, the fact is capsuleers die and are replaced by extremely similar clones. That's terrifying when you consider the implications.
Shou Kaukonen
State Protectorate
Caldari State
#11 - 2012-09-22 20:36:55 UTC
Good point Annika, how much it matters probably depends a great deal on individual beliefs (though the 'official' Amarrian line has capsuleers as soulless abominations who get to exist anyway, due to how valuable they are). I generally assume that the Intaki are the only people in New Eden culturally prepared to be 'ok' with the idea of repeated cloning, since they have a similar practice in their soceity already. Although, I'd love to see a chronicle one day that addresses whether Intaki think that capsuleer cloning is in any way comparable to rebirth.
Anyway, I kinda wonder if clone death can truly be seen as 'violent' for the purposes of mental trauma. Sure, your instruments are telling you that you've been targeted, and you're about to go up in a fireball, but what actually HAPPENS is that, moments before your actual death, you're 'killed' by the brainscan that reads your memories - a process implied to be so fast as to be painless. The next thing you perceive is waking up in a clone lab, with no sense-memory of the actual attack that ended your previous clone.
Considering this, along with the fact that capsuleers have access to mental uploading and neural plasticity techniques, I'd imagine things going like this: a capsuleer's visceral knowledge of their repeated deaths is limited to drastically less than what they would experience outside of the pod. Therefore, how deranged they get as a result of their life is to an extent controlled by how they adjust to the 'existential dread' aspect of things depicted above. Capsuleers do have access to techniques that reduce the rigor of the cloning process, and they have the luxury of not actually having to experience their 'death', so I believe it's possible for a pod pilot to significantly reduce chances of mental illness - as long as they have a worldview that allows them to believe that their death isn't that big of a deal, like Intaki or Amarr spirituality, or the Caldari patriot's 'for the State!' sensibilities.
However, one thing that doesn't take into account is the fact that capsuleers still have to contort their mind to endure the fact that they are responsible for an ever-expanding list of deaths numbering in the tens-of-thousands or greater. That, I think, would be the biggest issue - the need to either disconnect from those deaths or succumb to bloodthirst or self-hatred is probably what drives most capsuleers to such magnificent heights of sociopathy. The most benign way I can picture this manifesting is similar to Thane from Mass Effect 2 (for those who have played it) - an assassin who views himself as a weapon, with the same level of moral responsibility for his kills as the rifle he wields.
I guess the big question that arises from looking at things this way is this: if only viewing your deaths by instrument could help protect against some of the psychological trauma, does only having to view your kills the same way provide any similar effect? Or do neither of them provide any effect, and both lead to dissociation and sociopathy?
Hm...now I need to think about this more. =/
Myxx
The Scope
#12 - 2012-09-23 05:30:30 UTC
Read The Greatest Joke

http://wiki.eveonline.com/en/wiki/The_Greatest_Joke_(Chronicle)

Fairly telling, I think.
Wyke Mossari
Staner Industries
#13 - 2012-09-23 06:31:48 UTC  |  Edited by: Wyke Mossari
Undoubtedly avoiding this requires very unique individuals, hence the rigourous selection process of capsuleers, some are just not cut out for it, c.f. mind-lock.

There are also cultural considerations; the God-flesh doctrine of true believers means cloning horrifies them and explains why the Amarr are, whilst the most populous empire are under represented in Capsuleer numbers. While for Intaki the idea of rebirth as a spiritual goal open to the experience of death.

Perhaps an insight into why drug use is so common amoungst Capsuleers.
Ren Core
Deep Core Mining Inc.
Caldari State
#14 - 2012-09-23 23:21:10 UTC
I wrote a bit on the subject as part of an extended characer bio. Warning, its kinda long and is most certainly not cannon (haven't donet he required reading) It's more how I imagine the process:

A cold, sharp stab. That’s what it feels like as all of my thoughts and memories drive into my new brain. Another death, another life, another cloned husk at the edge of known space. I always hated those first few moments in a new cloned body. It wasn’t so much acclimating to having died and having your consciousness transmitted light years through space to my home station as it was those first moments between consciousness and when your body is activated by the clone pod. It’s like a prison, stuck in your own mind with no control over your body. No eyes to see the world around you. I’d heard of it happening to other capsuleers. Most of the time, someone would find them and fix the malfunctioning pod and return life to the cloned husk, but every once in a while, at the edge of space, a capsuleer would be trapped in their own bodies for decades. It’s just your thoughts and an eternity or an instant. Every time I return to the pod a voice inside tells me, “You'll never leave this tube,” but so far, it's been wrong.

Cold steel slid into the ports in my back and I felt life flowing into my limbs. Slowly, my vision was returning, starting from a slow grayish blob and turning into the inside of a clone capsule. “Not this time,” I thought. Dew had begun to form on the inside of the capsule as the temperature rose from a frigid cryogenic state to 20°C. The dew blocked the view of the hanger, but I knew where I was. I had a cloning contract with a station at the edge of the lawless systems known locally as Null-Sec. My search had finally led me to the outskirts of hell and even the famed Ren had not returned unscathed.

“Life support disengaged. Rejuvenation Successful. Operation Complete. Welcome back: Ren Core,” the pod stated in its typically unenthusiastic monotone. The pod doors cracked open and a rush of stale air entered the pod. The steel connectors in my spine and neck disengage with a mechanical clunk. It’s an odd feeling. You know that those steel chords and pipes don’t belong inside of you, but somehow it always feels like you are leaving part of yourself behind. Hell, for all I knew I was. I never believed in an all-knowing god that looked out for each and every one of us. Life had never granted me that courtesy, but the growing hollowness that I felt inside of each new “shell” suggested that maybe there was something to the concept of a soul. If there was, by now I had damn-near lost mine. How many times had I died? How many last breaths? How many times had I seen that dark tunnel and longed to pass to the other side? I didn’t even know anymore.
Titus Black
Viziam
Amarr Empire
#15 - 2012-09-23 23:34:37 UTC
Excellent responses all round, thanks everyone. Overwhelmed for my first post here in fiction and you've given me some good reading!

An interesting note I made for one of the earlier posts, regarding the capsuleers watching their life "flash before their eyes" so to speak before death - after dying multiple times do they witness the events of that life alone or of all of their combined experiences overlaying each other?

Little thought provoking question there for you all.

Keep it up!
Telegram Sam
Sebiestor Tribe
Minmatar Republic
#16 - 2012-09-26 16:29:10 UTC
Shou Kaukonen wrote:
Good point Annika, how much it matters probably depends a great deal on individual beliefs (though the 'official' Amarrian line has capsuleers as soulless abominations who get to exist anyway, due to how valuable they are). I generally assume that the Intaki are the only people in New Eden culturally prepared to be 'ok' with the idea of repeated cloning, since they have a similar practice in their soceity already. Although, I'd love to see a chronicle one day that addresses whether Intaki think that capsuleer cloning is in any way comparable to rebirth. Anyway, I kinda wonder if clone death can truly be seen as 'violent' for the purposes of mental trauma. Sure, your instruments are telling you that you've been targeted, and you're about to go up in a fireball, but what actually HAPPENS is that, moments before your actual death, you're 'killed' by the brainscan that reads your memories - a process implied to be so fast as to be painless. The next thing you perceive is waking up in a clone lab, with no sense-memory of the actual attack that ended your previous clone. Considering this, along with the fact that capsuleers have access to mental uploading and neural plasticity techniques, I'd imagine things going like this: a capsuleer's visceral knowledge of their repeated deaths is limited to drastically less than what they would experience outside of the pod. Therefore, how deranged they get as a result of their life is to an extent controlled by how they adjust to the 'existential dread' aspect of things depicted above. Capsuleers do have access to techniques that reduce the rigor of the cloning process, and they have the luxury of not actually having to experience their 'death', so I believe it's possible for a pod pilot to significantly reduce chances of mental illness - as long as they have a worldview that allows them to believe that their death isn't that big of a deal, like Intaki or Amarr spirituality, or the Caldari patriot's 'for the State!' sensibilities. However, one thing that doesn't take into account is the fact that capsuleers still have to contort their mind to endure the fact that they are responsible for an ever-expanding list of deaths numbering in the tens-of-thousands or greater. That, I think, would be the biggest issue - the need to either disconnect from those deaths or succumb to bloodthirst or self-hatred is probably what drives most capsuleers to such magnificent heights of sociopathy. The most benign way I can picture this manifesting is similar to Thane from Mass Effect 2 (for those who have played it) - an assassin who views himself as a weapon, with the same level of moral responsibility for his kills as the rifle he wields. I guess the big question that arises from looking at things this way is this: if only viewing your deaths by instrument could help protect against some of the psychological trauma, does only having to view your kills the same way provide any similar effect? Or do neither of them provide any effect, and both lead to dissociation and sociopathy? Hm...now I need to think about this more. =/


You bring up a key point, Shou. How much of the violent death does the capsuleer actually experience via the senses, before the toxic injection shuts everything down? In EVE Online: The Empyrean Age, the Caldari pilot momentarily senses and feels the explosion force rushing in on his body. Then the next instant he's awake in his fresh clone body, far away from the battle. But he still remembers the details of it, as well as the impending-death experience.

I think you're right about capsuleers having to contort their minds to compensate for the knowledge that they've been responsible for thousands of deaths. The killing would be done from a distance, and the target would be a machine (ship) or structure. That adds some abstraction to the experience (compared to targetting an actual human being and seeing the effects of the violence inflicted). It's been shown that it's psychologically easier for people to kill from a distance, when the victim can't be seen. For example, a bomber and artillery crew may cause many more casualties than an infantryman. But they never see the effects of their actions up close. The infantryman does see that, so the impact on his psychology is geometrically greater. A capsuleer would be somewhere between the two, I guess. He's targetting a machine, but presumably he could here the distress calls from the ship. And of course he would see the wreckage, escape pods, and floating corpses. Pretty grim stuff. I think we're mostly in agreement here that capsuleers have a pretty hardened and possibly somewhat twisted psychology. But maybe the Infomorph Psychology Roga mentioned compensates for that. Have to read up on it.